I Should Have Just Expected This

I took the week off to get stuff done that should have been done ten years ago.  Well that didn't happen and the reason is another story all together that I just don't want to address at this moment.  So instead of the doing what I expected I was able to use the time to do Fall and Halloween decorating which I love and hate all at the same time.  I hate the hauling out of things and the putting away of stuff to get ready.  I love when it all starts coming together because it appeals to my sense of whimsy.  Trying to get to the Christmas lights so I could have light on my graveyard was a pain in the you know what but the result was so worth it. It really does look cool.  Rich took a couple of days off so he could fix the floor in the washing machine area and that is getting done at a good pace. Amazing that the hole in the floor is finally getting fixed because the washer blew a hose and I think maybe because I was off too. You would think that this week should make me feel good but I can feel myself falling into a depressed mood as usual, I just wish I could feel optimistic or a least somewhat content for longer than a second.