I Should Have Just Expected This

I took the week off to get stuff done that should have been done ten years ago.  Well that didn't happen and the reason is another story all together that I just don't want to address at this moment.  So instead of the doing what I expected I was able to use the time to do Fall and Halloween decorating which I love and hate all at the same time.  I hate the hauling out of things and the putting away of stuff to get ready.  I love when it all starts coming together because it appeals to my sense of whimsy.  Trying to get to the Christmas lights so I could have light on my graveyard was a pain in the you know what but the result was so worth it. It really does look cool.  Rich took a couple of days off so he could fix the floor in the washing machine area and that is getting done at a good pace. Amazing that the hole in the floor is finally getting fixed because the washer blew a hose and I think maybe because I was off too. You would think that this week should make me feel good but I can feel myself falling into a depressed mood as usual, I just wish I could feel optimistic or a least somewhat content for longer than a second.

Third try is the charm

I really have better stuff to do then this but here I am.  I promise I will stop soon.

Oh My Goodness Come On

Well did a trial of linking but to no avail, let's give it another go.

Why Is This Technology So Hard For Me

I want to link my blog to facebook so that when i post something it appears there. Can't really understand how to do it and am getting frustrated. I probably should just leave it alone as some of the time my posts on my blog are a little dark.

Stress and Anxiety The Sneak Attackers

We all experience stress and anxiety on occasion, some of us more than others.  Those of us that deal with these two demons in life frequently, have learned to shut them behind doors in our brains so we can function in a some what normal manner. Unfortunately the locks on these doors are always faulty and wham,in the middle of a mundane normal part of the day, here

come the little demons pinching, poking and harassing us. If we are lucky we ignore them and keeping on presenting a normalcy for those around us and they sometimes retreat back behind their doors with the faulty locks. We are temporarily able to function and even find a bit of joy but are aware the stress and anxiety demons will be back and maybe this time they just might refuse to be put behind doors ever again.