Oh Come On Brain!

Trying to be happy is exhausting I think.  When you have a hard time in life but you talk about it with your significant other to at least try to get life back on track it kind of adds another type of stress.  So you have a couple of good days because the problem is out there and you are both trying to find solutions.  The problem is that for every good moment my brain says so what are you going to do next to keep this going?  And we are not just talking about relationship issues. We are talking about everyday existence.  For every fun or interesting thing that I manage to do my brain says so what is next on the fun train?  My brain just expects every moment to have some kind of wow factor so when it doesn't look out.  Exhaustion immediately sets in and now my brain wants to just sleep.  And yet sleep in itself has it's own set of what's next questions. Dream, wake up, dream wake up, and in the dreams there is always this weird sense of what's next. Listen brain, why can't you just accept life for what it is?  Enjoy what you can and just be for the rest of the time.  What is with this need to be absolutely enjoying every minute of every day and when you don't you just want to escape into the not reality of dreaming? Come on brain!