I don't know love: this is a line from the fifth element and somehow seems appropriate to my life now. I have known love, and I have felt love and yet at this moment in life I don't know love. I say the words and make the motions that my mind connects to this thing love but when I look inward I am not sure the words or actions are connected to an actual emotion. There is an emptiness where there was a deep feeling and connection to the ones I "love". When this emptiness happened I couldn't put a definite time to, just that it has happened. This is very hard for me to wrap my mind around, there is a foreignness to it. As I am still me, or at least I think I am, I will continue to say the words and make the motions of love that should be an important part of my life and maybe the elusive emotion will come out of hiding and make it all true.
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