Lost in the Grayness

She is lost in a world gone gray, her purpose unclear, she is lost in a world of chaos, her lack of interest in things once dear, she is lost in her own feelings, over thought and unwelcome, she is lost in her own reasoning, not sound and overwhelming, she is lost and crying, yet no one can hear, she is lost and hurting, and won't let anyone near, she is lost while still existing, not knowing what she should do, she is lost to herself, she is lost