It is so hard being in a relationship. Worrying about whether the person you are with will get mad a something as trivial as having your family over. Granted said family has caused me grief but that doesn't mean I never want to see them. I should be able to make decisions without worry. It's not even that he says anything, it is the body language. And if I brought it up there would be the denial which makes me question myself. I am so sad about everything now that I just wish it were all done sometimes. So I come up here and hide my feelings and think about how this is the way it is and it will never be different and there is no solution. I will write this down and then I will try to create to ease my mind but the way I feel right now, I just don't know. I just don't know.
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