Venting Where I Know No One Will Care

Today has been especially hard for me.  The fact that I feel like my life no longer makes sense seems to have caught up with me.  Most of the time I can hold it inside and just fill time to not think.  Last night I read and then again this morning but then my head started to hurt so I had to get back into real life.  I filled time with dishes and such and then when Rich came home there was dinner to be made. After that it was just like every other night, sitting around not knowing what to do with myself and listening to him play that stupid game and then Wheel of Fortune, blah blah blah. I let myself be sad for a bit and then I took a trip down memory lane by looking at photos, not the best way to feel better but it killed time. Also made me realize that I have lived a life, not always good, not always bad, but a life none the less. So maybe I am just done with life, who knows.