The troubles of life and the rescuers

I am definitely not equipped to handle major stress issues. When the big hard things happen in life I crumble like a piece of tissue paper. I manage to pick myself up and do what needs to be done but the whole time there is another me inside screaming I don't want to deal with this, I can't deal with this!!

At the same time the visible me just keeps on moving and trying to keep up a good face. One of these days the inside me is going to win.