Sunday, February 19, 2012
The troubles of life and the rescuers
I am definitely not equipped to handle major stress issues. When the big hard things happen in life I crumble like a piece of tissue paper. I manage to pick myself up and do what needs to be done but the whole time there is another me inside screaming I don't want to deal with this, I can't deal with this!!
At the same time the visible me just keeps on moving and trying to keep up a good face. One of these days the inside me is going to win.
Monday, February 6, 2012
Today is February 6 2012
Today is another day in another month in another year in the same old life. Yet not the same old life because every minute that goes by makes this life a new moment. The moments in your life add up to time spent in creating your existence. Thus it cannot really ever be the same old. That is just a perception. Perception, there in lies the crux of the situation I find myself in at any given moment of my so called life. How I perceive things just keeps causing me all kinds of trouble and heartache. Over thinking is also a problem of late. So on this day of February the sixth of the year two thousand and twelve I sit here putting words down for no reason except that it is what I feel like doing at this moment in my so called life. It also helps me to avoid all the things that I don't want to deal with at this moment in my so called life. Of course all of this avoiding of things is exhausting so before you know it my so called life will probably just slip away without me having lived it. So sad.
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