She left a trail of tears

The moon shines brightly upon the road reflecting back from the teardrops scattered there. The moonlit drops of our heroine's tears leads us down along this road. As our eyes follow the glittering of moonlight upon sadness we ponder upon why they are there. What calamity has befallen our heroine? What tragedy causes her to weep? What fear drives her forward even as she cries? The glittering teardrops become fewer as along the road we go and we grow fearful of losing the trail. But wait what is that we see in the distance? A scrap of blue appears in the moonlight drawing us farther along. Carefully, keeping a watch for any movement nearby, we retrieve what seems to be another clue to our missing heroine. As we examine the silky bit of fabric retrieved from the moonlit road we wonder at it's origin. A piece from the heroine's garment perhaps? Or just an unrelated item tossed into the road from a random passerby? This clue requires more thought and examination.

Am I having fun?

I am not sure I am having fun anymore

I am not sure I would recognize fun if I was in the center of it

I am not sure if I can remember what fun feels like

I am not sure fun can be sustained while I am near

I am not sure where fun went

I am not sure if fun will return

I am not sure I am having fun anymore

:( :( :( :(

I hate being such a downer

I hate being the sad face

I hate not remembering how to be happy

I hate thinking about this stuff

I hate wondering if things could and should be different

I hate feeling out of control

I hate being such a downer

:/ :/ :/ :/ :/

I need to take control of my life

I need to look at life differently

I need to live life better

I need to accept life as it is

I need to change my life if necessary

I need to let life be

I need to take control of my life

?????????

Pay no mind to the man behind the curtain

Pay no mind to the falseness that you see

Pay no mind to the man behind the curtain

Pay no mind for it is only a fantasy you see

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The sun is shining and I have to go to work:(

It is a Sunday, not a normal work day for me

But today isn't all that normal as you soon shall see

Today I have to work, for a special event will soon occur

Yes that's right, it's Friends and Family Night for sure

A special time at my place of employment

An event that brings all of us enjoyment

To get these amazing savings galore

Just walk right on through the door

Bring your family and of course your friends

Make sure you get there before it ends

I shall not see you when you come

By that time my day will be done

I hope you have great fun tonight

I guess it makes working on Sunday alright