Why today?

What is so special or unspecial as the case may be about today. What aura is floating around me making me be this way. What phenomenon is happening to cause this feeling. Why does everything seem off. What shall I do about it. Shall I do anything. What is the problem. Who knows. Today I am tired.

aging

This is just a quick note.
I am not handling this aging business very well, but that is not surprising.
Well anyway, the other day I was looking in the mirror which in of itself is a dangerous thing to do.
But anyway I place my hands on my face under my eyes and gently pulled the skin tighter and holy smokes there I was the me I remembered. The me that was never pretty enough and the me I'd like back. But that is not going to happen. It makes me understand the whole nip and tuck craze a little better though.
Anyway it made me think of that scene in the movie Hook where the little boy pushes the skin on Robin Williams face back and says there you are Peter.
Just a thought.

If I Could Fly Away

If I could fly away I'd fly away today

 If I were to go right now I'm sure you'd get by somehow 

 Fly away to the sky

 Leave this place

 No reason why

 Fly away, fly away, fly away

 Let me fly, fly away from you

 You know it's what you have to do

 As time goes by, you soon shall see

 How hard it is to remember me

 Fly away to the sky

 Leave this place 

No reason why

 Fly away, fly away, fly away

 I'm not the one, this you know

 It's just as everyone told you so 

We are not the match you thought we were

 You'll be better off, of this I'm sure

 Fly away to the sky

 Leave this place No reason why

 Fly away, fly away, fly away

 As I spread my wings and prepare to fly

 Farewell to you, please do not cry