SO WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE MONSTER CALLED BOREDOM HITS YOU. IT IS SUCH A REAL THING THAT EXISTS EVEN WHEN YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY THINGS TO DO. AND WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR BRAIN BLAMES THE FEELINGS THAT THIS MONSTER BRINGS ON THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU. IT ISN'T THEIR FAULT AFTER ALL NO ONE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR HAPPINESS EXCEPT YOURSELF. AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD AND WHAT I HAVE READ. STILL IF WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR OWN HAPPINESS AND ALSO HAVE A STRANGE FEELING THAT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE HAPPINESS OF OTHERS EVEN THOUGH THAT FEELING SHOULDN'T EXIST SINCE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR OWN HAPPINESS ISN'T THERE A HORRIBLE SENSE OF CONFLICT. AND ISN'T THAT SENSE OF CONFLICT A WALL THAT IS VERY HARD TO GET PAST TO FIGHT THE BOREDOM MONSTER AND ALLOW YOURSELF TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY. WOW THIS IS REALLY RAMBLING AND NOT MAKING ANY SENSE. IT IS JUST A RESIDUE OF AN ATTACK BY THE BOREDOM MONSTER.

JUST A NOTE TO SHOW I'M STILL HERE

SO I GUESS A LOT OF TIME HAS GONE BY SINCE I LAST ADDED ANYTHING TO THIS BLOG SITE. I WAS INFORMED OF THIS BY A GOOD FRIEND WHO WENT OUT OF HER WAY TO CHECK MY BLOG OUT. ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT LIFE HAS GOTTEN IN THE WAY OF MY THOUGHTS. OR MAYBE MY THOUGHTS ON LIFE ARE NOT NECESSARILY SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO PUT IN PRINT AT THIS MOMENT. HAVE YOU EVER FELT THAT WRITING SOMETHING DOWN MAKES IT MORE REAL OR GIVES IT MORE POWER. I BELIEVE WE ALL FEEL THIS WAY. IT IS WHY WE MAKE LISTS AND WHY WE CREATE BUMPER STICKERS OR GRAPHIC TEES. BECAUSE WORDS HAVE SUCH POWER AND WHEN IN PRINT THEY SEEM TO BE EVEN MORE POWERFUL. AS I WAS STATING MY THOUGHTS ON LIFE RIGHT AT THIS TIME ARE NOT VERY PLEASANT AND I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GIVE THEM MORE POWER BY SEEING THEM IN PRINT. I'M SURE I WILL BE BACK SOON POURING OUT MY HEART OR JUST EXPRESSING SOME STRANGE THOUGHT THAT LEAPT INTO MY MIND OUT OF THE GREAT VOID OF THE WORLD. UNTIL THEN MAYBE SOMEONE COULD SHARE THEIR WORDS WITH ME. HOPE THE FALL IS GREAT FOR ONE AND ALL.